A cross between confusion and chaos
a place to lye down,
a heart confused and lost
the slow safe sound.
Being here, being safe
a life she knows not of,
a heart that seems unbroken
one that yearns for love.
Being chosen by you
being unwound with you,
it consumes her consumes all
everything you do.
She used to believe it
Used to dream of it,
the world changed
dreams of a fire spit
You can’t fix the pain
the place that doesn’t exist,
its all locked inside
love blows throw insistent.
Beautiful deception it was
beautiful enough to cry,
ugly enough to run
ugly enough to lie.
Beautiful Niki Maria 